We  just had fun during our graduation trip last weekend. It just feel like another holiday that we had together - similar to the other holiday. I feel empty and hallow inside my stomach. Feels like there is something not right with the trip, with me, with everyone. Everybody looks refreshing, enjoyed with smiling face, as they feel like nothing will happen in the future. Is that normal? Am I the only one crying inside my heart? Thinking back the memories and fun that we had together during our freshmen, sophomore and junior years. Would it be the same after this?